The Muttering Retreats

The muttering retreats

The artwork displays the fine balance I must maintain as a sufferer of bipolar and epilepsy and that my life is actually in danger if I do not follow the right routine, drink my medicine at the right time, or sleep enough. The suicide rate among individuals with epilepsy is significantly higher compared to the general population, a fact that highlights the profound psychological and social challenges faced by those living with this neurological condition. Research consistently shows that people with epilepsy are at a three to five times greater risk of suicide than those without the disorder. This disparity can be attributed to a combination of medical, psychological, and social factors that uniquely affect individuals with epilepsy. One of the primary reasons for the increased suicide risk is the high prevalence of psychiatric comorbidities among epilepsy sufferers. Depression and anxiety are particularly common in this population, affecting a substantial number of individuals with epilepsy. The persistent fear and uncertainty associated with having seizures can exacerbate these mental health conditions, leading to a heightened sense of hopelessness and despair. The interplay between epilepsy and psychiatric disorders creates a vicious cycle where each condition can worsen the other, significantly elevating the risk of suicide. The suicide rate among individuals with bipolar disorder is alarmingly higher compared to the general population. Studies have shown that people with bipolar disorder are approximately 10 to 30 times more likely to die by suicide than those without the condition. This elevated risk can be attributed to a combination of factors intrinsic to the nature of bipolar disorder, its symptoms, and the broader psychosocial challenges faced by those living with it.

Bipolar disorder is characterized by extreme mood swings, which include manic or hypomanic episodes and depressive episodes. These mood fluctuations can be severe and debilitating, significantly impacting an individual’s ability to maintain stable relationships, employment, and overall daily functioning. During depressive episodes, individuals experience profound sadness, hopelessness, and a lack of interest or pleasure in life, all of which can contribute to suicidal ideation. The intensity and duration of these depressive states can make the prospect of relief through suicide seem like a viable option to some individuals.


  • The Muttering Retreats
  • Nathani Lüneburg
  • 2024
  • Digital painting, illustration and photomontage
  • 1 of 5
  • 59.4 x 42
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